(I don't feel like blogging dotcom)--> I have been saying this a lot rite? Nonetheless, I still keep bloggin anyway, MAY BE this is my last rants before I am leaving this Sunday. Or MAY BE I will blog once again on Saturday morning (or even Sunday morning)! I just dropped by at Nere's blog, and saw her posting called Obsession Smobsession (some word indeed eh?), kinda relieved reading about marcel's diagnosis about our some might think un-healthy obssesion!It is one kinda obsession, since this kinda thing it's not that easy you know? I talked about this with nere yesterday..when u decided to become one boyband chasing person, well you kinda have to work from the bottom of the ladder...make new friends, make new acquintance...you know the pattern and all...well I kinda get the gist of it now that I have been in this wacky world for the last 2 years! For some reason, I am not so all excited about going to Boston this SUnday, other people are saying ," Oh Cool you're going back to boston, I miss Boston you so lucky can go back la di da!!!!"...NOT FOR ME!.For like opening old wounds, seeing some faces that I hate (ha ha ha), and truthfully I NEVER MISS BOSTON YO!...My life for the past 3 years has been MUCH MUCH BETTER THAN MY 4 YEARS LIVING THERE!.,honestly!!!...Not that I hate Boston!...THey have some good food (for Jap and Thai food only please!). All I know, that I will be hearing questions like...how come I never come back to Boston? Why you love living in INdo? (hey!it's a love and hate relationship with Indonesia loh->direct quote from Nere my evil twin) and similar questions like that lah!....so how should I answer?....Hum I have a lot of bitterness while I was living in Boston back then (that's the brutal honesty), and not a lot of people know lah! since I like to keep them to myself! that's why I am pretty much bitter about that Boston memories! Even my mom asked me, why I just simple hate hate hate my selfish bitch cousin o mine!..oh don't know maybe the anger that I nursed inside myself for 3 years without telling anyone (only 1 or 2 persons)!For some reason, nobody will understand it!..I just simply hate her!...It's hard to describe what she did to me loh!..hahahaha so much that I don't really remember it...but i know that she really took me for granted!...oh and I simply hate that! (hard to explain lah....)...

It's 4 days away, I kinda already lose my apetite!...grrrrr....I always get this anxiety feeling when I am flying somewhere --> especially 20+ hours flight!!!..and I really do need to start packing seriously tommorow..hahah since I don't think I have time on Sat nite, since I have dinner with my mother's clan for some Diamond Anniversay Dinner Party! My mom is also not in some good moods..since yesterday already "ngomel2" about the office things...and still many errands to do before leaving the office and household for a month! (oie..my dad is no coming for this trip). And I still need to compile my life support materials--> in the case of KEBETE-AN, I will so need to see Kimutaku!!!! ( and believe me...gua udah anticipate kebete-an yg ckp bikin gua keki, and my dear Kimtak is the only good medicine!!! hahahaha see my obsession is my stress-relief)...

Aha yesterday, went to have a haircut...along with Nenek and Nere (aha! Trio bebek's first trip to a Salon!!!), I only trimmed here and there, so basically you won't notice much change in my hairstyle! heheh (since I need to do some big change next month anyway!)! Also go my SailorMoon vol. 7! ah so dissapointed suddenly I kinda lost interest in the story!....(the story now take a different turn from the Manga! especially about the Mamoru Chiba factor! since he's the big factor that I am such a Sailormoon fanatic!), I still need to watch the last 2 episodes from Vol 7, which Dianne mentioned that even Shibue Jouji's name is OFF the cast list!!! (darn darn darn!!!)

Yesterday wacthing some old SMAP X SMAP about the Nakai's Batsu (after Goro suspended 143 days!!!), he was supposed to make onigiris for 200 staffs that involved in PAMS concert! so the crew from SxS approach him after one of SMAP concert around 1030ish at nite!...and asked Nakai to do his punishment making 400 ONIGIRIs!!!! He was like OMAIGAWK!....then he went grocery to buy the ingredients (rice and all), then he met with some fans who just came home from SMAP concert, he said Hi! and tried to look into their concert goodies bag!...and VOILE...what he found inside was 2 KIMUTAKU UCHIWAS!..*heks*..poor Nakai! hahaha...the funny part was...the camera was showing the other 3 was drinking beer and eating sushi and syalalala..while Nakai was preparing the rice and all (about 19 rice cookers was readied for the making of 400 onigiris)....~~ he made such an ugly-looking onigiri! so ugly! didn't look like one onigiri ball for sure~! but around 5am in the morning he decided to call Tsuyoshi

Nakai: Tsuyoshi
Tsuyopon (with sleepy voice): moshi moshi, who is it?
Nakai: ah Nakai-Kun
bla bla bla I think Nakai was asking him how to make the onigiri! and kinda hoping that he can come help *LOL*
Tsuyopon: do you have sake with you (sake=salmon)
Nakai: err NO
Tsuyopon: haiya BAKA...okai ganbatte ne *hung up the phone*
Nakai: eeeeeeeeee


but nonetheless, the other 3 came along around 8am, bringing that yellow pickle, salmons, tuna for the onigiri and they all helped Nakai to do the 400 Onigiris! heheheh....hosh hosh....better get back to do my super long packing check list....haiz...haizz...chu chu chu ~~~chu~~~

ote, jreng guanya belom ada di Boston, gua udah buat janji ketemu temen toeng!...hiyaz....btw kemaren dapat pinjeman dari nenek True Worshippers yang album baru, ternyat abanyak lagu2 yang suka gua nyanyikan di gereja hehehe..kalau gua kopi itu agak2 tak bagus kali yah, meningan langsung beli aja yang Original hahaha (what u think?)

toro dazed & confused 10:19