IS IT SUMMER YET?...

well the weather here in Boston is FREEZIN! it feels more like Fall than Spring..average is 50s F (around 10 C), and highs around 60s only!...have been having some thunderstorms too! and the heater is already TURNED OFF--> GASOLINE IS EXPENSIVE( man I am paying 2.33 per gallon!!!!!!used to be around 1.60/gallon)....

Finally finished downloading Sailor Moon from Act 29-31!!!! yay!...already watched Act 29 and mamoru was in there..and as far as I know, Mamoru will be back in episode 32 ( I think it's act 33 now in Japan)...so I need to download 2 more episodes as soon as it's all available!...and other giant torrent files I d/l-ed is all Japanese related, darn I cannot find the chinese ones!!!!...am downloading SMAP x SMAP (all done the latest 2 episodes in May, have to wait next week for the May 24th probably)..and other things for nere and nenek (some starship countdown -->DVD quality with all V6, TOkio,arashi and TnT etc and there's some backstage part too, haven't seen it sih)..still 4 weeks to go anyway!...Went to the Prudential yesterday to shop..got a 20 bucks skirt from A/X (yay hip hip hooray!!!)...and maiguk THE KRISPY KREME THERE OPENES 24 HOURS!!! AND SO GOOD...FRESH FROM THE OVEN SO YUMMY (gomen nere)..the rest of the stores are the same...well some new ones like J Jill and Sephora...others like Bebe, FC, GAP etc..are all the same....the new wing has added new BN and CHeesecake Factory of course!

KESIALAN HARI INI...
SELAEN KEDINGINAN TAMPAKNYA HARI INI TOTO BNYAK TERTIMBA MUSIBAH!....
pertama--> kehilangan kunci apartment yg ORIGINAL berserta dengan mailbox KEY-nya booo!!! syet....untung gua udah ada duplikat seh tapi itu gimana open my maibox..dan yg gua ilangin adalah kunci original dari management company-nya pula!!! syet syet syet

kedua--> lagi beresin apartment di brighton..gua parkir mobil di luar on the street, dimana harus punya sticker resident permit ( dan boil gua tak punya)..karena gua males parkir di belakang, jdlah parkir di depan biar bawa barangnya kan tak jauh pas pindah2in barang...eh ternyata GUA DAPAT TIKET VIOLATION SEHARGA 40 DOLLAR SAJA!!! MAU KEKI NGAK SEH!...DULU KYAKNYA CUMAN 20 BUCKS! OH CITY OF BOSTON YOU YOU SUCKS.....MONEY MONEY ! STATE TAK PUNYADUIT PADAHAL BOSTON PENUH PRIVATE COLLEG AND UNI SPT MIT DAN HARVARD!!!!--> gua belom kasih tau adek gua aja..kalau dia tau matilah gua diomelin2 (udah soal kunci gua kena omelan)

ketiga--> kelar makan malam di Colors (eh nere ini resto korea enak juga loh mirip han river tapi banyak macem-nya gitu yumyum dan tempatnya lucu..ada di harvard st deket pho pasteur itu loh yg deket blanchard!!!! sekarang banyak resto2 korea/taiwan yg bubble tea gitu deh)..pas jalan balik ke boil dengan terpaa angin yg cukup dingin..GUA KELILIPAN YG CKP PARAH..BATU GEDE KALE..AMPE 3 JAM MATA GUA BERAIRR2AN GITU BARU KELUAR BEHEKS ABIES ....

NOT A GOOD DAY BY FAR TODAY!!!..duh tommorow need to wake up early again to take my bro for his leg check up to the hospital again..>_<

ah bought sthing from yesasia...got the TnT 22 CD overseas and some V6 old VCD Concert...not yet here though!...brrr so cold...i better get some sleep..I do need to wake up early again hikz hikz >_<

toro dazed & confused 10:23

Saturday, May 22, 2004

High speed..

hello! finally have time to blog again today, I am just too lazy to blog, too tired to do it I guess! My brother is using the machine, my mom is cooking and I am doing nothing just woke up >_< and a bit cloudy today outside..it's 60F (breezy we all say here)...

Shopping so far:..2 shirts from GAP which cost only 10 bucks and one mini skirt (neon green harlo) from GAP too..and a cluth bag cost 15 bucks--> see! I am doing low budget shopping--> only things on sale!!! so I am looking for bargain..actually I am eyeing this Paul Frank wallet for around 30 bucks in Bloomingdales (still thinking whether to buy or not to buy)..

On the second hand,TORO LAGI SAKAW BANGET!!!! man I am missing all my chinese CDs...already put Energy and 5566 CD in the car yoooo! I am maximizing my time driving in my bro's car which as a ROOFTOP (whochoooo)....drove to Natick yesterday >_<

and and.....for the downloading super speed internet >_< hohoh Finish downloading SxS for May 10th and all Arashi PVs 700MB (need to burn this now)..per nenek's request of course for Arashi >_<, i think there's 10 or so from old to new PVs....currently downloading torrent for SxS May 17th and some Jyanis Starsthip DVD yoo....hoho also finish raiding Takuya Sea again, there is a news clip Kimutaku leaving Narita early this week to go to Cannes, he's attending the premiere of 20446 in Cannes festival and he's back with the MIJ hairstyle (blonde yellowish) with Halu's hair on the last episode of Pride ....(man I think it's raining soon neh)...

another news is I am extending my stay here in Boston (no! not because I am in love with Boston) but becuase I need to see my brother feeling better first and can do everything on his own!!..so yeah until end of June >_<..4 weeks away lah...

I want to go home though since I want to see Love at Aegean Sea also there's this new rama with Roy Chiu and Rainie Yang >_<...and also man I know I shouldn't but I am curious about K-One's new drama Top of The Forbidden City I want the OST!!! since 5566 is also there (helping K-one of course, since ini boiben yg agak FLOP!!!)..am watching Beautiful Life,actually this drama is not so bad!!! maybe since now I am in love with Kimutaku!!! --> kayaknya sih ini alasan terbesarnya huahahaha

huks.....boker dulu ah udah jam 11 siang *longok2 kok ngak ada siapa2 di YM gua hikz mei you nere hen ji mo...nenek ni zhai na li yoo?*

toro dazed & confused 21:08

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

I AM BACK....

no no! not back at home in Jakarta of course, I am back online from Boston >_< don't have time to blog too much, although feelin to write down a couple of things, but no time and feeling a bit tired!
Arrived here in Boston about 1,5 weeks ago, already so tired moving some stuffs from the old place to the new apartment, also with last week's surgery (my brother's) practically I am home bound!!!My mom and I have to stay at home to watch over him, since he need lots of hels (knee surgery that lasted almost 6 hours!!!!!!!)
Anyhow, today I just installed the new cable/DSL internet connection with COmcast, oh the high speed internet you gotta love it! I raided one website with lots of Kimutaku for less than an hour up top 300MB! so anyone if you know a lot of torrent sites for 5566 orENERGY do let me know and drop me a tag here *alrighty*
Since to download 500s MB will take a while >_<, haven't shopped a lot..only found a nice green minis and t-shirts from GAP...alredy driving here and there (hehehe)...and of course gaining weight a big possibility!

Gotta go now, pretty much bone tired, has to wake up early tommorow to take my brother to the hospital for follow up >_<..hiya there will be a "nice" posting about the US MEdicare somewhere a long the week >_<

(forgive the typo since I am typing from a laptop)....oyasumi mina-san/wan an da jia

nere: yay yay ke osaka (irihati tiba2)
nenek: oh kasian dirimu nak hitoribochi..besok ceting lagi aja subuh2 >_<

also pardon the stupid and blotchy layout....man my computer at home--> need to fx the monitor resolution for sure!!!..so many blemishes..and I can't install the photoshop here in Boston (sthing wrong with the pirated software)..will try to fix it somehow....just bear with me >_<

toro dazed & confused 09:11

Saturday, May 08, 2004

ITTEKIMAS...

ah my last posting before I am leaving for Boston! *jreng jreng* AND VOILA HERE'S A NEW LAYOUT! I just cannot wait to lauch this picture til next month..so I do need to create a new layout for June! Although I like the previous layout with SMAP (I think I will move it to my sister blog)...the one week layout! and I won't call this layout version 13!!! just be version 12 point 1!!!hahahaha! !
Packing--> almost done, actually it's done....I am just confused over which shoes and bags should I bring? (the other thing 50% of the clothing I am bringing to Boston is PINk!), and need to put all my SMAP life support compilation tonite...

*running out of things to say*.....
so everyone....don't sms me yo! I won't be back until middle of June, just Tag me here in the blog! will definitely back online next week!Let's see am leaving Singapore midnight Sunday..and arriving in Boston Monday noon (JKT time: monday nite)....oh I do hope SQ has some good movies that I haven't watched!..so at least I can "menghibur diri" with movies (in the case my sleeping pills are not working!)...

suddenly feeling kinda sad leaving home (oh my computer, my bed, my TV and my vcd player hikz..) leaving nere ..leaving nenek ...hikz...even though yesterday we went for KTV.....and I will be shopping *again* in spirit with nere in Osaka .....oh well....

totoro is signing out.... entire blog!!! zhai jian....

ps: aduh kemaren ntn Indonesia Idol (thanks to nene for reminding me)...lucu juga hahahah...love to watch it regularly when I am back in June...(very funny hahahaha) AKULAH ARJUNAAAAAAAAAAA HAAAAAAAAAA YG MENCARI CINTAAAAAAAAAAAAA

toro dazed & confused 13:58

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

(I don't feel like blogging dotcom)--> I have been saying this a lot rite? Nonetheless, I still keep bloggin anyway, MAY BE this is my last rants before I am leaving this Sunday. Or MAY BE I will blog once again on Saturday morning (or even Sunday morning)! I just dropped by at Nere's blog, and saw her posting called Obsession Smobsession (some word indeed eh?), kinda relieved reading about marcel's diagnosis about our some might think un-healthy obssesion!It is one kinda obsession, since this kinda thing it's not that easy you know? I talked about this with nere yesterday..when u decided to become one boyband chasing person, well you kinda have to work from the bottom of the ladder...make new friends, make new acquintance...you know the pattern and all...well I kinda get the gist of it now that I have been in this wacky world for the last 2 years! For some reason, I am not so all excited about going to Boston this SUnday, other people are saying ," Oh Cool you're going back to boston, I miss Boston you so lucky can go back la di da!!!!"...NOT FOR ME!.For like opening old wounds, seeing some faces that I hate (ha ha ha), and truthfully I NEVER MISS BOSTON YO!...My life for the past 3 years has been MUCH MUCH BETTER THAN MY 4 YEARS LIVING THERE!.,honestly!!!...Not that I hate Boston!...THey have some good food (for Jap and Thai food only please!). All I know, that I will be hearing questions like...how come I never come back to Boston? Why you love living in INdo? (hey!it's a love and hate relationship with Indonesia loh->direct quote from Nere my evil twin) and similar questions like that lah!....so how should I answer?....Hum I have a lot of bitterness while I was living in Boston back then (that's the brutal honesty), and not a lot of people know lah! since I like to keep them to myself! that's why I am pretty much bitter about that Boston memories! Even my mom asked me, why I just simple hate hate hate my selfish bitch cousin o mine!..oh don't know maybe the anger that I nursed inside myself for 3 years without telling anyone (only 1 or 2 persons)!For some reason, nobody will understand it!..I just simply hate her!...It's hard to describe what she did to me loh!..hahahaha so much that I don't really remember it...but i know that she really took me for granted!...oh and I simply hate that! (hard to explain lah....)...

It's 4 days away, I kinda already lose my apetite!...grrrrr....I always get this anxiety feeling when I am flying somewhere --> especially 20+ hours flight!!!..and I really do need to start packing seriously tommorow..hahah since I don't think I have time on Sat nite, since I have dinner with my mother's clan for some Diamond Anniversay Dinner Party! My mom is also not in some good moods..since yesterday already "ngomel2" about the office things...and still many errands to do before leaving the office and household for a month! (oie..my dad is no coming for this trip). And I still need to compile my life support materials--> in the case of KEBETE-AN, I will so need to see Kimutaku!!!! ( and believe me...gua udah anticipate kebete-an yg ckp bikin gua keki, and my dear Kimtak is the only good medicine!!! hahahaha see my obsession is my stress-relief)...

Aha yesterday, went to have a haircut...along with Nenek and Nere (aha! Trio bebek's first trip to a Salon!!!), I only trimmed here and there, so basically you won't notice much change in my hairstyle! heheh (since I need to do some big change next month anyway!)! Also go my SailorMoon vol. 7! ah so dissapointed suddenly I kinda lost interest in the story!....(the story now take a different turn from the Manga! especially about the Mamoru Chiba factor! since he's the big factor that I am such a Sailormoon fanatic!), I still need to watch the last 2 episodes from Vol 7, which Dianne mentioned that even Shibue Jouji's name is OFF the cast list!!! (darn darn darn!!!)

Yesterday wacthing some old SMAP X SMAP about the Nakai's Batsu (after Goro suspended 143 days!!!), he was supposed to make onigiris for 200 staffs that involved in PAMS concert! so the crew from SxS approach him after one of SMAP concert around 1030ish at nite!...and asked Nakai to do his punishment making 400 ONIGIRIs!!!! He was like OMAIGAWK!....then he went grocery to buy the ingredients (rice and all), then he met with some fans who just came home from SMAP concert, he said Hi! and tried to look into their concert goodies bag!...and VOILE...what he found inside was 2 KIMUTAKU UCHIWAS!..*heks*..poor Nakai! hahaha...the funny part was...the camera was showing the other 3 was drinking beer and eating sushi and syalalala..while Nakai was preparing the rice and all (about 19 rice cookers was readied for the making of 400 onigiris)....~~ he made such an ugly-looking onigiri! so ugly! didn't look like one onigiri ball for sure~! but around 5am in the morning he decided to call Tsuyoshi

Nakai: Tsuyoshi
Tsuyopon (with sleepy voice): moshi moshi, who is it?
Nakai: ah Nakai-Kun
bla bla bla I think Nakai was asking him how to make the onigiri! and kinda hoping that he can come help *LOL*
Tsuyopon: do you have sake with you (sake=salmon)
Nakai: err NO
Tsuyopon: haiya BAKA...okai ganbatte ne *hung up the phone*
Nakai: eeeeeeeeee


but nonetheless, the other 3 came along around 8am, bringing that yellow pickle, salmons, tuna for the onigiri and they all helped Nakai to do the 400 Onigiris! heheheh....hosh hosh....better get back to do my super long packing check list....haiz...haizz...chu chu chu ~~~chu~~~

ote, jreng guanya belom ada di Boston, gua udah buat janji ketemu temen toeng!...hiyaz....btw kemaren dapat pinjeman dari nenek True Worshippers yang album baru, ternyat abanyak lagu2 yang suka gua nyanyikan di gereja hehehe..kalau gua kopi itu agak2 tak bagus kali yah, meningan langsung beli aja yang Original hahaha (what u think?)

toro dazed & confused 10:19

Monday, May 03, 2004

SMAP Layout...

no no no no no no no no no!!!!!....but yes,I changed my layout,,,well in some ways actually NO!..the layout is still the same anyway..but change the picture..so long Mr Sun Xie Zhi (for the time being), I will change this to SMAP!..actually I have 2 layout ready, but I will save the other one for June (I think it will be the one year anniversary of my blog!!!).....the June layout will be different..and fufufufufufufu..I do need to scan the pictures and upload it somewhere and I will tweak it while I am in Boston....!...so 6 days to go...I only have 6 days to do things...and packing!...

Yes, I have started some rough packing just now...already putting away some clothing that I want to bring to Boston, thankfully it's entering Summer, so basically light packing rite!...jeans only need 2, the rest will be skirts and tops!...but looking at the pile, I still think, Is it too much or too little?....I haven't decided which bags to bring (minimal 2 bags need to be inside that huge suitcase)...2-3 pairs of sandals too..(hehehehe) and my life support material (I am compiling them at this moment)...well I shouldn't bring too much stuff..since I will be coming back here with lots of my old stuffs! that's why I am bringing some big 4 giant luggages!!!! (half of them will be empty)...so thin clothing..simple bags..and light sandals!!!!! ( and a stack of blank CDs)!! *ganbatte*

I need to practice my SMAP singing skills!...hihihi me will do a KALA OK with nere and nenek--> a somewhat farewell and celebration party before I am leaving for a month *hikz*.....Hey forgot to blog about The Outsiders...not much to tell..but I will upload some pictures (probably only 2, me being lazy)..the guys are cute of course....Guo Pin Chao and Michael..the other guy (the one played the bad guy) Angus--> ah so so lah but has a nice grasp of english loh!..( for some reason he looks better in TO?)....

not much to blog anyway..(feeling a bit garink lately)..aha this morning went to TA..and actually bought V6's single Arigatou No Uta--> which I thought it came with a bonys DVD when the sticker said so!...BUT MEI YOU DVD?...since it's overseas and HK imported..and much more expensive than the last time I saw it in WOM (karena gua pikir ada DVD value-nya ini)..dang avex or dang WOM?---> I should be checkin' on this >_<

argh..just got an sms from Dianne, that Sailor Moon vol 7 is OUT!...arrgghhhh toro bodh tadi ke MTA ngak ceki2 ke animemachi! kalau ngak sekarang toro udah lagi Nosebleed-in si Mamo-Chan huks huks begou!!!1

*huks hikz*...bye bye now...

toro dazed & confused 21:24