don't feel like blogging at all nowadays..I am more into changing my layout more often!! hahaha I will try to stick to this 5566 layout though till I leave for Singapore next month, unless I am dying to change it since it becomes too boring !..but hey you'll never know..since lately I am learning new skills from photoshop....yap I still get help from blogskins for HTML template and the look, since I am too baka to figure out the simple dreamweaver or Frontpage!...but hey it's a major big improvement! I know I can always ask nere to design a layout for me (rite nere!!!!!!)....but I just kinda feel if I can make it myself..the result it kinda rewarding for myself!...although sometimes it's not as grand or as creative as others' blogs but still you know I make my own layout! ^__^

just want to say!......
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE NENEK!!,look here's the cake that nere and toro got her today from SariPan...hahah (since it's across my church and I can easily pick it up on the way home)...but yeah..we kinda threw nenek a surprise today..since we were supposed to meet up today to finish up our side projects (y'know lah advertising bla bla bla), so we pretended that we didn't remember nenek's birthday! didn't call her right on 12am to be the first people saying Happy Betsdei.....and didn't sms her at all until we came to her place!...hahahahah nere came out from the car carrying the cake with the candles..and we all sang Happy Birthday!!! hahah sorry yah nenek kita kerjaain elo pura2 lupa hahahah .....but want to wish u all the best for everything (y's know what I mean lah)...



...it will be a busy month for sure....since I am working to hard to make my dreams come true....and praying everyday that it's the right way! (it is anyway)...but right now I am kinda working on something that I really LIKE!! yes!!! well I like advertising world but you know since it's my major back in college days..so love it and hate it....but now I am working on something still relate to my major of course and have been kinda my so called dream since High School? (well back then probably just some wistful thinking!).......currently I am not in good terms with my mom *sigh*..I think it's because of the whole apartement thing back in Boston..the fact that I cannot decide when should I leave...or will i get the visa and so on.....yah me to blame since I didn't make any appointment with the US Embasy till January, while I was supposed to do that back in December!...her paranoia things about the political campaign that's starting next weekend...etc etc.....gosh...she's probably still in mad mode till a few days....*heks*..that's my mom....I do wish she can understand how important the job i am doing right now..well she's not againt it..but I kinda feel she still think that I kinda play around with it......so hard to find people who can understand you rite?....wish she can hear today's sermon in the church though! about teaching your kids ..and guiding them to become what they want.....arrrghhhhhh! (sorry jadi curhat mode kok yah?)....when I am a parent will I be like that?....

oh yeah while playing at nenek's place for the last 2 days...I asked her to turned Asia Plus station on (DOng Feng Channel)....oh i love that channel..look how many new MVs I've never seen before!....Energy's One Love, 5566's Leng Feng Guo JIng (with nere, toro dan nenek drooling at the giant screens!!!), TORO's 2 new MV for Snow Angel (man I have to admit that TORO is handsome just like one of the 5566 boys!!), Energy's MIssing You, Energy's Ji Xu, Comic Boys' MVs and the list go on and on and on and on.........I WANT THAT CHANNEL!!!!! ....

oh well..maybe I should go on an hiatus mode for a week ^^ (yeah rite..)...but I need to get some Zzzzz now since I am coming down with something ...huks sore throat and starting to sneeze!!!

toro dazed & confused 18:36